I guess I just hafta get over and passed this as it is so destructive on myself.
I guess i'm being locked up, in something I dont know or want to be in anymore.
Part of me say yes, and the other just refuse to face reality.
Sometimes lost and delusional, I come up with the stupidiest thoughts ever.
Things could be so simple but I just had to make them complicated.
Ugh, I feel so pathetic now.
How I wish that it would dissapear.
Not like I have any free time now either.
Reality is fucked up.
Attitudes are messed up and selfish.